No, Maya, that is SPARDA (x2pttrclue32) wrote in tales_of_x2,
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Tears

Title: Tears
Author: Me!
Rating: G
Word Count: 211
A/N: Written for the August 15th Weeky Drabble Challenge, even though I can't actually get any points from it since I'm a mod, LOL.
Summary: I just feel like running. Running until no one can see me. Running until no one can hurt me. Running until the pain is gone.




I just feel like running. Running until no one can see me. Running until no one can hurt me. Running until the pain is gone.

I want it to stop. Everything is falling apart. I want it all to go back to the way it was.

I want it to stop!

I hate feeling this way. I hate feeling trapped. I hate keeping my emotions inside…not informing anyone of my views. I try so hard to act normal. To keep calm. To not panic. But inside, I’m dying. I can’t keep this up for long.

But…I don’t even know why I’m keeping everything bottled up. No one else seems to be doing the same. Will it ruin my ‘image?’ (God, what a stupid thing to say)

Ron is always panicking. Mum is always crying. Dad is always worried and tired. Percy is avoiding us (because we were right). It goes on and on. Wtih Bill, Charlie...everyone... The pain goes ever on.

I want it to stop now. Make it stop.

I just want everything to leave me alone! I just want to run away until no one can hear my screams. Until no one can see my pain.

I want to run away until no one can see my tears.
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